There is always something really odd in my life that I cannot really point out. I believe that the oddity of my life comes from my sense of skepticism and pessimism about pretty much everything despite the several moments where I thought I was happy. I am just a student who would pour out her thoughts every now and then and since there are such thoughts I thought it would be good to share them with the world to see how others think.
Yes, as the title suggests, I believe that I mentally do not blend in with the people around me. Do not get me wrong if you are thinking that I think that I have an IQ of 190 or something. Because I am definitely not that sort. (That's why I don't even fit in with the nerds) I have a mix of thoughts that ranges from regular person to the valley of oddity. (Here's a random thought: Who defines oddity? It is to me the society and if you think you are odd, think again, because it might not be your fault)
I have a strong disliking for people who try to move with the crowd but it seems like we hate to be the Odd Ones and to prevent that we just try to do what others say. Trend-setters, fashion divas, whatever, I think they are under the same cloud. To be honest, I think I subconsciously try to move into that cloud even by the very action of setting up a blog like this, knowing that there are many others already doing so. And hence I am the odd one of the odd ones (at least the odd ones know that they are a part of a group, not like me, who wavers in between), because I know that I am trying to blend in even though I hate to do so.